Saturday, July 24, 2010

Newbie, 5 months behind!



Hello, I'm not sure who all if anyone will read this but I feel like I need something to do to tell my story of my beautiful son Noah! If any pictures I put on here have the wrong date....like the one below....it's because it came from my Mom's camera and she NEVER fixes her dates! I will give someone I went to school with Jenny credit for this, I have been reading hers which mine will NEVER be that good! Not to mention I also stole the whole month sign picture thing from her to!! Thank you Jenny!




I guess first things first! Noah was born on Wednesday February 24, 2010 at 12:30am, he was 8 pounds 1 ounce and 20.5 inches long! My labor was induced due to pre-eclampsia, and HELLP syndrome Tuesday February 23, 2010. Turns out Noah wasn't exactly liking the contractions, and oxygen didn't help. So I had to have him via c-section. I was taken to the OR, and my sister was getting all geared up to come in with me (Noah's Dad is not in the picture, by his own choice), once I was in the OR and switched to the bed, Noah's heart rate then dropped lower than my own, so the Dr said she was sorry but they were going to have to put me to sleep and get him out, there was not time to do a epidural and wait 20-30 minutes to start. I was upset but would have rather be safe then sorry! Last thing I remember was the Dr and nurses asking me if I knew what I was having, I said yes a boy, they asked what his name is, I told them Noah Edward. Last thing I heard was 2 nurses talking about who Noah is from the Bible. Next thing I know, I am waking up and the Dr says "You have a beautiful baby boy!" It was a hour later that I met Noah for the first time! I agreed to let them take him to the room since my parents and sister was there. So Noah met his Aunt Chrissy, Grammy and Poppy first! They seen him getting his first bath by the nurse, and video taped it of course! Poppy fed him his first bottle, and everyone got to hold him!






The night before going home, trying out the car seat!


Since I had pre-eclampsia I had to be on Magnesium for 24 hours after he was born, as well as it starting when I was induced. I wasn't allowed out of bed either. Wasn't allowed to eat or drink was only allowed ice chips. I wasn't even allowed to have ice chips while I was being induced! Last time I ate was Tuesday around 11, next time I ate was Thursday around 2am! I didn't have much of a appitite....but it has since come back...BOOOO! I am in and out for the first day, I didn't even get to change his diaper for the 1st time until he was 2 days old! It was pretty bad! My sister had gone to all my Pre-natal appointments with me, as well as stayed with Noah and I while we were in the hospital. She is pretty great!








We were both released from the hospital on Saturday February 27, 2010. Getting ready to head home!!!
It was great to finally be going home, and to get to bring my handsome little guy to his home for the very first time! Grammy, Poppy and a family friend Kailyn came to pick us up! I had a very emotional drive home! I was so happy, and at the same time couldn't believe that he was mine!! It was crazy!
first time in his bassinet!
After we were home, we got to introduce Noah to our dogs DJ, and Frankie! Luckily they are crate trained so that's where they were when we first got home!!! They are very good with Noah. Like to sniff him out a lot, and at first DJ would jump up on the bassinet to check on him when he would make noise, it was cute!! Thankfully he's a small dog and not a rottweiler or something!

DJ checking on Noah the first day home in his bassinet, and Frankie not knowing where the noise was coming from!





I got to take 10 weeks off work for maternity leave. I was all alone with him all day. I was very nervous, but at the same time felt really good to get to bond with him. We had wonderful days, a few LONG days but all good! There were like 2 different times that Noah woke up around 2am and stayed up until 6 or 7 in the morning.....that was the worst!! Thankfully that only happened twice that I can remember!

Noah the morning Mommy had to go back to work :(

My first day back at work was Monday May 3, 2010, it was the WORST day of my life!!! I cried the entire day and couldn't wait until 4:3o pm to go pick him up!! Thankfully my best friend since kindergarden Krista's Mom Pat was watching him for me! I felt a little better about that, I have known them forever and trusted them. Everyone told me that it was going to get easier being apart from him, I didn't think at the time it would but it has. I still miss him every single day but I know in order to give Noah a good life a support and provide for him I have to work. Miss Pat watched him for 3 weeks, then he got to start daycare! That day was just like leaving him for the 1st time all over again! I was trusting strangers to take care of my baby for 8 hours a day. Crazy. That's Noah taking a nap the evening of his first day at daycare....he's like Thank Goodness it's over! Thankfully my Mom's friend works at the same day care in the older infant room so I half felt safe because of that! So far everything is going great there! He really likes his teacher, and has done 2 art projects already there!! A coaster for Father's Day and a Fireworks picture! So cute!! I still wish that I could stay home with him and get paid for it, maybe live in another country not sure where but it was on Oprah that they get 1 year PAID maternity leave!! That would be wonderful! Not going to happen!


Here is Noah only a few days old wearing his Tuxedo onsie his Grammy bought him!


Everybody told me how much my life was going to change. I knew it would I mean I was going to have a baby to take care of! But I never knew how awesome my life was going to become!! I couldn't imagine life without Noah now! There isn't a moment in the day that I don't think of him! I have a mini shrine at work! It's crazy! I love him, and would do anything for him! I never new how much you could love someone you just met until I held him for the first time! It's just amazing! I guess I didn't know what I have been missing!









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